Oh, what a beautiful fall morning this one was!!! - I never thought I could feel like this about a cooler, over casted fall morning, but today, this is exactly how I felt as I was driving and singing alone. Smiling at nothing and driving happily from one point to another, to take care of my morning cores. There was this little happy child inside of me, that refused to be pushed around by the trials and tribulations life have presented me to this past seven years.
For the first time, in seven years, I felt what happiness really is, and I grasped that the spirit of joy had come to live with me today. Oh, the streets were beautiful and full of life. With its falls colors and smells, and the beginning of a rushed holiday season.
So, what had changed in my life since last fall, I asked? Nothing that anyone could put a penny to the material value. In many aspects, my life had changed a lot to a worse arena for the naked eye viewer, but for me, now seen through the eyes of God, things were looking so much brighter. I'm feeling stronger, although vulnerable to society. I'm happier, although I'm destitute of material means. I'm halthier physically although many do not see. I have a thankful heart in place of a depressed and hurtful heart.
Yes, the Bible passage from Philippians 4:13 that says, I can do ALL things through Christ who strenghtens me has finely been drilled to my heart, mind and soul and NO-thing cant ever take me back to think any other way. 16For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Thanks Jesus for Salvation through your blood! Amen!!!